12dpo beta on Saturday 4/7/12: 34
14dpo beta on Monday 4/9/12: 21 (13 point drop in 2 days)
16dpo beta on Wednesday 4/11/12: 17 (TODAY)
I can’t believe it only dropped 4 points in 2 days. That’s pretty strange. I’m not sure what I’m feeling. I guess frustrated, angry, confused, numb, ready for this to be over. I knew it wasn’t going to be good news. I already grieved about it on Monday, but it’s like it won’t let me move on yet. I hope there’s not something wrong, like a bit of retained tissue. Whenever AF gets here, I have a feeling it’s going to be very, very bad. I’ll be okay though. Hopefully my numbers will drop signficantly from this point on.