I DO get BFNs. I wanted to post my pics to show you all, since there has been some debate about my lines. I dipped 2 tests this morning – both BFN. I could NOT pull out a line if I wanted to – and I would NOT try to do that if there was nothing there. I only tweaked these to show that, with all the tweaking I do, there is no way to pull out lines like I had from 11dpo-13dpo. (14dpo not pictured here & 15 dpo was pretty much negative.)
Anyway, I’m feeling a lot better today. I already knew on Sunday, when my test was lighter, that it wasn’t going to turn out the way I had hoped. Then Monday brought a pretty much negative test. I felt kinda crappy, but not too bad. I’m pretty resilient 🙂 I’m hoping AF isn’t delayed too long…my temp is still wayyy up there.
I decided to move onto to treatment with Dr. Mean-Doctor. I want someone who will be real with me, even if it’s difficult to hear. At least she will work with immune treatment. I cannot wait to try something NEW that might work. We will probably do Femara + Menopur again, since I had such a good response. She said she would treat me however I was being treated before, if that’s what I prefer. I want to see if there are more things we can add to boost our chances. She knows our chances are pretty much zilch, so I bet she’ll be more willing to do anything and everything. It’s not like my chances for multiples is high….at all.