My tests are turning negative now. After consistently getting darker for 3 days. It’s okay though. I knew (in the back of my mind) that would happen, but I always try to stay positive and optimistic. The only way I can keep trying is to keep HOPING.
There was a big debate/drama situation about me on twoweekwait.com yesterday, when I wasn’t even online to respond! I found out about it later in the evening. The thread was locked, so I couldn’t say anything. It’s best to let those things go anyway. I’m tired of explaining myself to people.
It was just one person again, saying some insensitive things. I don’t think she necessarily meant to be mean, but it hurt my feelings. She said I said I’ve been pregnant every cycle for like 6 months. That is a lie. I hope to be pregnant….sometimes I think I might be…but I never said for sure that I was every time. A lot of women on TWW or elsewhere think they might be pregnant….and if you got lines on tests, you’d think you were, too. No one is bothering the other ladies about it.
I don’t think I will post there anymore. I try to be supportive and uplifting. There’s always something to be said about me when I’m public. That’s why I’m private now. People won’t leave me alone. I have enough stress. I just want to be around positive, supportive people. You can still be my friend if you don’t see my lines – that doesn’t bother me. What bothers me is people who think they know everything about me, but they don’t.