Thanks everyone for the positive thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. Today’s tests look BFN @ 14dpo. I’m not sure if I just had a lingering trigger shot, some bad tests (or maybe really sensitive tests that were picking up the tail end of the trigger), or another chemical.
I don’t think there will be anymore pee sticks in my future. Betas will be the way to go. It’s really hard though. They are addicting because I’ve seen those 2 lines, and I’m always chasing them. It’s all like a drug – the pee sticks/TTC/etc. If there was an infertility rehab, I would probably belong there.
I don’t think I will every “truly” get pregnant. Just faint lines, lingering trigger, and chemicals. There is obviously something wrong with me. Most likely too poor of egg quality. I’ll have to see if Dr. Sher found anything else with my labs (follow up 8.2.11).
I am so discouraged. I think we might need to re-evaluate TTC, possibly quit, and save for donor egg IVF. My body is so useless. We have tried so many things and have had good responses, but nothing works. Like this cycle – 5 follicles. And my IVF cycle where we implanted 3 embryos – 2 of which were really nice. What the hell is wrong with me??!!!!!! I don’t think I can go on like this. I don’t want to make any rash decisions though.