12dpo BFN and time for a break!

I am 12dpo today and definite BFN. I guess a definite BFN is better than crazy evaps/false positives/mysterious lines that I sometimes get! No confusion or frustration. I’m feeling pretty blah and disappointed though. I guess I will re-test in a couple days and if still BFN, stop my progesterone and let AF come.

I don’t understand how my picture perfect cycles usually end in BFN, but my not-so-good cycles usually end up with me pregnant! What is that all about?! I mean, they always end in a chemical pregnancy, but still. This cycle I had 3 beautiful follies, perfect BD timing, etc — and NADA. I guess that’s how it goes sometimes.

If this cycle is for sure a bust, I am scheduling a telephone consult with one of the leading IF specialists, Dr. Sher. I have heard great things about him and his facilities. I want to get his opinion on my losses, my diagnosis, and what testing (if any) I should still have done, and what steps we should take next (IVF again or something else). My current doctor won’t test for NKC, so that’s something I am interested in.

I have a lot going on NON-IF-wise, as well. We are moving at the end of this month! We found a nicer, bigger place, and we’re definitely needing to expand. I hardly have anything done for the move yet, so that’s going to keep me busy the rest of this month. I also took on some more hours with my home health care position. Sounds like a good time to take a TTC break//or just try naturally with no expectations.

I really want to go off of my steroids and other meds for at least a month, continue taking my supplements, and try to lose a few pounds that I put on from the steroids. I feel like a big fat fatty right now! LOL. Time to get back into shape. 🙂


21 thoughts on “12dpo BFN and time for a break!

  1. Sorry to hear you got a BPN.. just wanted to give you an extra hug, wishing you all the best with the move and future baby making! ICLW #23

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