BFN and temp drop today. I’m actually relieved to have a clear answer after what I’ve been through the last several days. It looks like AF will be here soon. What a crazy, stressful cycle. It’s mostly my fault for testing too much, too early. I will not be doing that again. I’m okay with this outcome, even though it’s negative. I just really wanted an answer, so I could deal with it and move on.
I’m still not sure what happened, whether there were a few bad tests or maybe an early loss. It was pretty hard on me though, whatever it was. I will say that it looks promising that the addition of Lovenox and steroids seem to be helping. Hopefully soon enough I’ll have a REAL BFP, progression, nice betas, and our take home baby.
I’m not sure what we’re doing this next cycle yet. I thought about taking a break, but it seems like I’m more fertile recently, so I kind of want to push forward with another medicated cycle. I still have a few days to decide. And I’m sorry — I’ve been a terrible bloggy friend this past week and an even worse ICLW participant this time!! I promise to catch up on everyone’s blogging and visit the ICLW folks’ blogs as soon as I get a chance. Thanks for all the support.
Much love and luck to all!